Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in Dan Murphy's LiveJournal:

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Sunday, February 8th, 2009
Feb, 8th 3:02pm	HEYY EVERYONEEEEEE HEYYY EVERYBODY I GOT A NEW JOURNAL THINGGGGGG NEW EVERYTHING PRETTY MUCH...I DONT LIKE THE LIFE I HAVE ON THIS LIVEJOURNAL SO ADD MY NEW ONE AND IM GONNA START OVER BASICALLY. IF YOU READ THIS I PROBABLY MISSS YOU SO PLEASE ADD IT SO WE CAN CATCH UP CAUSE IM LONELY THESE DAYS :/ NEW LJ ACCOUNT IS : PACKOFWILDMOOSE ONCE MORE: PACKOFWILDMOOSE AGAIN: PACKOFWILDMOOSE I DUNNO IF CAPS HAS ANYTHING TO DO IT BUT ITS NOT IN ANY CAPS SO ADD IT!!!!!!!!!!!1 AND SAY BYE BYE TO THIS ONE
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Monday, January 19th, 2009
Jan, 19th 8:14am	hahahah im gonna be in this movie. you watch. Current Music: deleted symphony
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Saturday, January 17th, 2009
Jan, 17th 11:42am	I want no one to escape but even after admitting this there is no catharsis my punishment continues to elude me and I gain no deeper knowledge of myself no new knowledge can be extracted from my telling This confession has meant nothing Current Music: Tyrani Piekel
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Tuesday, January 13th, 2009
Jan, 13th 11:32am	i wanna apologize to myself 'it took me two years to find that I've wasted five years'
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Saturday, June 28th, 2008
Jun, 28th 1:54pm	goddamnit i still love you with every fuckin spot of my heart
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Tuesday, June 24th, 2008
Jun, 24th 4:55pm	so who needs to stop caring about me?!
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Tuesday, June 3rd, 2008
Jun, 3rd 11:49pm	misery don't seem so heavy anymore It seems more or less constant and relentless? Sorrow slips over me like rain usually does on soft skin... Cold as marble stone... I'm overwhelmed by this sudden state of neutrality... of weightlessness I am lost trough an emptied Heaven... I sense that I am no longer alone in my foreign journey Around me they swirl silently, those little aerial beings Little angels of demise whispering music to my hear Exquisite yet inaudible I cannot understand a thing of what they're saying Silence is the beauty that I behold Profound has an eternal slumber, holding the strangest of dreams Blindly I follow For I am simply drugged by their livid smile
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Saturday, April 19th, 2008
Apr, 19th 7:27pm	wow um...hi my life is now work everyday and making this band work and record sometime next week so we can get on SupernovaRecords :] and i might be able to say very early "fuck you port huron im out" personal selfish thoughts aside i miss you i miss you a lot im just so mind blown lately i wish i could talk i wish i had time im not better without you but i dont think i can come back nor do i think any of you'd let me this entry is very broad cause im all fucked up on painkillers cause i just had my wisedom teeth out ill post a better one if i ave time but i also think a lot of you are scared lil pussys. bazing!
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Monday, February 25th, 2008
Feb, 25th 5:27pm	whats the matter with you?
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Tuesday, February 19th, 2008
Feb, 19th 6:23am	i shouldnt have told a damn soul.... peacin this livejournal when i get back from work no one gets the new name cause i frankly dont like most of you so you can figure it out
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Sunday, February 10th, 2008
Feb, 10th 2:17pm	eh that last entry was kinda pissy and broad, no point really made. so fuck it. point is. i got a lot more to worry bout then stupid bulllshit so im not gonna try and run away from whats inside phatty
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Saturday, February 9th, 2008
Feb, 9th 2:09pm	hahaha wow i made a lotta money last night thats another story hahaha i just dont get it and im done trying to underdstand ill still be here but im going for something new now, sucks
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Thursday, February 7th, 2008
Feb, 7th 1:34am	these withered hearts are waiting for the end those who will return, will never leave this hell again there is my god to carry me but in this world, I needed you What is left for me to keep bearing up against this pain there is no god to ease this pain nothing to live for nothing to fight for and emptiness fills my days all my hope, a dying ember just promise me to hold my hand
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Wednesday, January 30th, 2008
Jan, 30th 7:27pm	wow longest in a while i can't tell whats real anymore. whats supposed to be sight and perception is merely a matrix. i have decided that i MAY make a major change in my life. which would require a daily and at first annoying cycle. but would provide me with the skills, lessons, and experience i need to pick my life up. its not what i want to do but it might very well be what i will do, for a while. theres just nothing else...ive tried...not very hard...but i have. after saying that maybe i should take this position as a gift. because if i do not do this. i will more than likly not find a better job. and i will move. somewhere else. somewhere where i would go to school. and honestly im not quite ready for that again. but it will be the only left option. to make dreams come true you have to work at it. especially if its something as dreamed about as being in the media or music world. which is what i want to do and believe is what i should do. but then again every mind and every song isnt meant to be heard by everyone. sometimes its better to use your talents on those who you are actually going to be with. i am saying this in such a serious manor because well one, its my life. and two both of what i may be doing will require that i am busy. all day and most days of the week. so i could only see people who really wanted to see or be with me and i could only see people i want to see. no more room for running around being a dumbass with other dumbass people. my final thought is that i need a girl. a girl who would kick me in the ass or in some sort of manor like that. so that i keep on track. cause as odd as it sounds. i listen to my significant other and have actually been the only people in my life who really made serious changes in my life happen. i need you women! :] you know maybe i wont even need to be kicked in the ass. i just want to be happy. and im happy or at least good spirited when i make someone else happy. not saying thats all that makes me happy. but im not happy about anything else right now, am i? No i am not. so there. i still need time to think. but i just want you... you to know that i think about you everyday. and you are very important to me.
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Thursday, January 17th, 2008
Jan, 17th 7:08pm	so this is it i first off apologizr for the firection my last entry took i more then likely dont hate most of you but aside from that nothing is going well here i have nothing nothing but friends but friends dont provide living at least not here which is what i need a new living enviornment i have fucked up so bad that i cant even be here anymore because it reminds me of nothing else which is why i keep doing it. so if nothing i am probably moving out of michigan unless you can give me a reason to stay
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Monday, January 14th, 2008
Jan, 14th 10:57am	hahaha alright murder treatment time so florida was great well needed vacation opened up a lot more oppertunities for me and put a lot of ideas in my head regarding my future. I be Jammin with some people soon hopfully my 7string guitar skills rule you all and you know im really pissed at a lot of people since ive been back so if your name isnt kirby or adrian then i really dont care what happens to you cause youve lost somehing of yourself. and id gladly elaborate on anyone whos gonna get pissed at that. and im really tired of looking at some of your journals. and i dont know why i have so many friends on here? i dont talk to you or you or you so if you dont reply to my shit on a basis then delete my twat cause im about to delete your twat go fuck yourself your number one dirty jew fan dan murphy
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Sunday, December 30th, 2007
Dec, 30th 2:27pm	i feel really great ive lifted so much stress of myself so much unneeded drama that was causing me to be down all the time i dont know why i ever thought some of you were important i guess because of the greif i tried to get closer but it wasnt worth it after learning that since then i cant find a single reason to befriend any of you, i shouldve just been done once september was over with. oh well. I feel like the past few months i was just used. like trying to drain everythign from me my knowledge, my power, my philosophy, my connections....and my weed. But No more. so i feel great. the only thing that makes me mad about it is how easy it seemed for everyone else. fuck...i guess i was used. oh well. my christmas was wonderful. i got my 7-string, way to much money, and some other stuff. im starting to turn things up in my favor but at the same time i feel i am losing i mean i can only think of 2 people on my whole friends list here who i actually think will read this and give me input. i still love her. and i thought that getting rid of who probably ruined chances the first time that things would have gotten clearer there. guess not. oh well, as long as she is in my life in some way i dont care. but she isnt the only one. it sucks i like 2 people who i cant have.
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Thursday, November 22nd, 2007
Nov, 22nd 6:11pm	happy thanksgiving i got turkey and beer drank with th family for a bit now im here at the house again stop on by if you wanna i think i have studio time comming up my friend talked to his friend who works at this studio in detroit...yea fuck it and told him that i was unheard of and i had to come lay some tracks down and plus i could get time to myself well i will if this goes through i would love it if it did cause it could be an experience i might do forever
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Sunday, November 18th, 2007
Nov, 18th 9:05am	And when I open my eyes I see the end of an ending life i’ve forgotten how to live I keep forgetting, I keep rebuilding This is when I say I’m done I haven’t learned No one will show me, so I go on my own Honestly, I’m so fucking pitiful Don’t tell me what I’ve heard before Destined to walk another day alone This day is dying This day is fucking dead Just shine my way back home You can stay if you find comfort Don’t speak Just breathe instead Just don’t leave me alone I don’t just need it, I deserve it I want what I promised myself I want what you promised us all I’m coming to terms This is the end of denial Sometimes things just fall apart Angels laugh above me and demons wait below I’m naked, bare, and broken, ready to go home Now I need you more than ever And when heaven overlooks me I’ll need you there to pick me back up
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Thursday, November 1st, 2007
Nov, 1st 1:30pm	still cant see a damn thang $$$
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